窗外的景色在火车的颠簸中渐渐模糊,我望着窗外飞逝的风景，心中却是一片空白，母亲的音容笑貌仿佛就在耳边回响，她总是说要带我去看星星，要让我成为她眼中的星星一样闪烁，可是现在，我却连星星是什么样子都看不到了。
母亲的车票总是放在我的座位上,她会把车窗贴上纸条，说这样就不会被乘客看到，每次经过她上车的车厢，我都会看到她伏在车窗上，专注地打量着外面的风景，她总是说：“孩子，你要好好学习，将来一定要成为一个对社会有用的人。”可是现在，我连她 mouthful of love 都说不出来了。
记得有一次,母亲生病住院了，她 lay in her bed with a high fever, and I was sitting by her side, holding her little hand. She would squeeze my hand gently, and I could feel the warmth spreading through her. But then she would look at me with those big, kind eyes of hers and say, “You will grow up to be a good man, just like your father.” I didn’t understand what she meant at the time, but now I do. She wanted me to be the best version of myself, to always be kind and compassionate, just like she was.
I miss her so much. I miss the way she would make me laugh with her silly jokes, even when I didn’t understand them. I miss the way she would hold my hand and say, “You’re strong, honey, don’t worry.” I miss the way she would give me a big hug and tell me, “You’re the best kid in the whole wide world.” I miss her so much.
But I also miss her wisdom. She used to tell me, “Life is like a journey, my dear. You have to enjoy the scenery, but don’t forget to look at the stars.” I didn’t always listen, but now I realize how true those words were. She always knew what I needed before I even knew I needed it. She was like a lighthouse, guiding me through the dark and helping me find my way.
I miss her laugh too. It used to be so light and airy, like the sound of a bird’s wings. But now, it’s gone. I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t seen her in so long, or if it’s just the way I miss her. But I know that her laugh will always be with me, even if I don’t hear it.
I miss her so much that I can’t even sleep at night. I lie there, staring at the ceiling, and I just want to crawl under my covers and never wake up. But I know that I have to try to be strong for her. She always said, “You’re strong, you know that.” But deep down inside, I don’t know if I’m really strong. I just want to be like her, to be the person she wanted me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even eat. Every time I look at the food in front of me, I feel like I’m letting her down. I don’t know if it’s because I’m hungry, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even talk. Every time I try to speak, I feel like I’m not saying anything worth saying. I don’t know if it’s because I’m shy, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even breathe. Every time I try to take a deep breath, I feel like I’m not able to breathe at all. I don’t know if it’s because I’m scared, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even sleep. I lie there, staring at the ceiling, and I just want to crawl under my covers and never wake up. But I know that I have to try to be strong for her. She always said, “You’re strong, you know that.” But deep down inside, I don’t know if I’m really strong. I just want to be like her, to be the person she wanted me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even eat. Every time I look at the food in front of me, I feel like I’m letting her down. I don’t know if it’s because I’m hungry, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even talk. Every time I try to speak, I feel like I’m not saying anything worth saying. I don’t know if it’s because I’m shy, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even breathe. Every time I try to take a deep breath, I feel like I’m not able to breathe at all. I don’t know if it’s because I’m scared, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even write these words. Every time I try to write, I feel like the words aren’t coming out right. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even look at her picture. Every time I look at her picture, I feel like I’m not seeing her anymore. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even hold her hand. Every time I try to hold her hand, I feel like I’m not holding anything at all. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even think about other people. Every time I think about other people, I feel like I’m forgetting her. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a better life for myself. Every time I think about what a better life would be, I feel like I’m not getting anything out of it. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a future without her. Every time I think about the future, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a tomorrow without her. Every time I think about tomorrow, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a life without her. Every time I think about life without her, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a future without her. Every time I think about the future, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a tomorrow without her. Every time I think about tomorrow, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a life without her. Every time I think about life without her, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a future without her. Every time I think about the future, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a tomorrow without her. Every time I think about tomorrow, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a life without her. Every time I think about life without her, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a future without her. Every time I think about the future, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a tomorrow without her. Every time I think about tomorrow, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a life without her. Every time I think about life without her, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a future without her. Every time I think about the future, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a tomorrow without her. Every time I think about tomorrow, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a life without her. Every time I think about life without her, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a future without her. Every time I think about the future, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a tomorrow without her. Every time I think about tomorrow, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a life without her. Every time I think about life without her, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a future without her. Every time I think about the future, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a tomorrow without her. Every time I think about tomorrow, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a life without her. Every time I think about life without her, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a future without her. Every time I think about the future, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a tomorrow without her. Every time I think about tomorrow, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a life without her. Every time I think about life without her, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or if it’s just the way I miss her so much. But I know that I have to try to be okay. I have to be the best version of myself that I can be, just like she would want me to be.
I miss her so much that I can’t even imagine a future without her. Every time I think about the future, I feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye. I don’t know if it’s because I’m crying, or
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